How do I stop punishing my self with porn? It makes me feel so empty. Like I am draning away my soul. Yet to not feel sexual is feel less of a men. Is that because when I was small I was taught that sex is bad and dirty. I only could have learned that... I am on the road and new to all of this but I don't even know how to feel sexual with my self.. how or what do I do??????

Out there......

The search for love continues even in the face of great odds.

bell hooks