Marc - I can't speak about faith very well -
I wasn't really taught except for force feeding
the crayons on sunday school coloring books.

I think faith is very individual - your faith in god has been there - your faith - your belief in something has more power than what a church or whomever has ever told you - that is what I believe -
the optimism will return for you Marc -
For now know that you can have faith that we are here for you - and that is a kind of faith -
a kind of answer - that there are islands of good
and safety?

be well Marc - I feel like you get so down on YOU when things aren't what they should be - YOU take it on as a problem about you -
that's just my sense -

YOU are OK
- there are just these answers we have to know sometimes - not knowing them is not wrong -
---being told that you shouldn't ask is ---

love you Marc-


" not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous