I have never felt so lonely and isolated. Yesterday my bf and I had a fight. He broke up with me. Break-up aside, I feel really bad because I have no other place to go, no one to talk to. I am in his house and I feel very out of place. I want to leave, but where?
I feel my life is in a rut (again). I don't think we can salvage our relationship, which is fine. I just don't want to feel isolated anymore. For some reason I also feel ashamed of admitting that I am lonely. I don't know why.
I feel very depressed and sad. I also feel overwhelmed by everything. Right now my life just sucks. I called a friend of mine, but he wasn't available. I called my sister in NJ, but she couldn't talk to me at the moment.
I just feel like in some sort of dead end. I don't know how I got here in this mess. Why am I so depressed, lonely and isolated? I just don't know. This is so unlike me. I miss me, I miss my life, I miss my peace of mind. I'll also miss Boo Boo when I move out of his house.
Anyway, I just wanted to express what I feel.