Im new to this site. so Ill give a quick resume. I was abused by a group of men around the age of 14-15. It was suggested at the time that I may well be gay or at the very least bisexual......I am not gay or Bi but I do still have fantsies of dressing as a lady and have done so since I have been married to a very understanding wife. I used to do it regular years ago....the only reason i dont do it now is because I gave up booze seven years ago (im also a recovering alcoholic and sometime dope user)the urges are beginning to return. I had better add that i started cross dressing at the age of seven...anyone else have problems with this?

PS Just to finish on a positvie note two of my abusers got convicted. The police are still after another three....and one got seven years