Hey guys I have a question. I don't know what I am to label myself... depends on the day and who walks by whether I feel Heterosexual, Homosexual, Bisexual, or simply asexual. I do tend to feel that I am gay, but I have never had a relationship or had sex since my abuse ended at age 13. I wonder if I was gay at birth and maybe my abuser saw that in me even at age 9 and that is why he chose me? Or are my gay feelings a result of the abuse by another male as my first and only sexual experience?
Do any of you all feel like this or have similar questions? Do any of you have any advice that might help me sort this all out?