We all have had our childhood stolen. At a very early age, our joy, laughter, happiness, innocence and freedom was stolen.
I want it back. I want to be the kid that I was supposed to be.
This may be unusual, but I go out and buy kids toys. If I buy cereal, the minute I get it home, Im searching for the free toy inside.
Im my adult self at the office and when Im meeting people, but ever so often, I become my child
And I also let the kid inside me, come out to play. Im basically a kid when Im with myself or with understanding friends. A really dear friend of mine has been very supportive, and with him, I can be a kid all the time.
This is helping me in some ways and feels theraputic.
Does anybody else do this, or is it just me?