Here I sit all alone wanting to reach out and touch him and love him like I should be able to. I have taken the advise you have offered and thank you I am starting to think more of what I need to do for me. The thing that is hurting right now is I just found out he is starting to call his ex-wife again after his therapy. I dont know if I should be upset or if I should just try to understand and realize she has known him alot longer than me. Maybe she can help him more than me, I dont know. I am trying so hard to give him the space he needs but I am scared if I give him the space maybe she will fill it in place of me. I just love him and dont want to loose him, I want to do what ever it is that I can do to help him. He tells me almost everyday that he loves me and I do believe him but I am worried. Thanks for listening.