I need help. I'm going insane. I can't handle this. I'm not that strong.

Everyone's mad at me. I'm mean to them and I don't know why. They just annoy me so much sometimes. They get on my nerves and I just snap at them. I'm fighting with everyone.

I told my mother that I was raped and she doesn't believe me. She thinks I'm lying yet again. Trying to get attention. Do you know how much it hurts to finally tell someone that you were raped and have them call you a liar?! It hurts like fuckin hell!

Oh God! I'm crying! I'm such a baby! I gotta go before I break down.