Hi ,
welcome, memories are a terrible thing, but they also can be good memories, because of your memories, you know now later as an adult
how shitty and un humane some people can be,

I was made fun of and called queer, faggot, etc, and even dressed up as a girl to march the the town parade, its on home movies, I was about 7 or 8, sick people.

I understand your feelings, I hope you are getting counseling, take care

God is good, it is man that chooses to do bad.

dou g