god i feel so sorry for all of us. is that a good thing? i've been crying myself to sleep the last couple nights, but i guess that's good for me, right? i love all you guys, but shit, we got the shitty end of life, didn't we? But we only have one life, and so that means that this is the best life we've ever had. So should we be depressed by that? Or should we make the best of it? I dunno, I'm a little drunk, but still feelin depressed. guess i'll go cry myself to sleep. heh, what a fucking loser i am.


god, i hurt.


In the name of the Anger, and of the Sadness, and of the Unholy Fear. Amen.