Hey Michael B,
Thank your for the kind words, but I'm having just as many problems as you were about coming to face the facts. Theres not a day that goes by that I do not try to deny what happened to me, it really makes me sick... I mean I was having the perfect day today, went golfing, played pretty well, but now I'm alone in my thoughts, and its making me sick again, so sick that I have to get out of here. I just want to say Michael you are strong, you made it to the therapist, and although it is scary, you have to go back. I know I cannot talk from experience, but hopefully therapy will be helping myself pretty soon, and if I can make it there, you can make it back. Because I know the only way I'm going to be able to go into those places Monday is if G-d gives me a lot of strength, because even the thought of going there is tearing me apart. Good luck with everything Michael, and know that you are in my prayers.