Hi. I am a survivor of sexual, physical, emotional and psychological abuse...and I am now trying to finally break through my intense fears of emotional intimacy, but with little success. Instead, I keep turning to casual sex with guys and isolating myself from women, as well as healthy friendships, fun activities, etc. I was abused sexually by my older brother and my dad, and also by my mom. I am divorced and want to find a woman who can understand me, support me, love me, be my best friend, etc...but I can't seem to move forward.

I am lonely, sad, and need support, please...thanks!

[ 06-29-2001: Message edited by: LanceC ]