about 3 weeks ago i wrote a letter to my attacker.i felt good after writing it but i just carried it around with me. i kept re-reading the letter and crying every time i did. it was like i was torturing myself for what he did to me. today i decided i wasnt going to do this anymore and i mailed it to him. i am so scared? i dont want him to reply back to me. i just wanted him to know the affects of his selfishness.