sorry to hear this - you deserve better.
There is no one person or persons who will fix me and make me whole.
As I do my own work in recovery Day by day I find other men on the same journey and learn I can trust myself and there are people I can trust: as opposed to "getting lost" in them.
Healing those deep ones of betrayal and loss of innocence- finding sources of nurturing fathering and brothering - of real friendship and intimacy that is actually healthy and affirming for me- these are the things worth living for and I wish them for you.
Please don't give up because of one bad apple.
We have to take responsibility for what we're not responsible for.
�It doesn't matter where you've come from,
It matters where you go" Frank Turner