there is a book called "experiencing God" it is old but probably available still Henry Blackaby is the author. in that book he outlines 7 realities. number one is God is always at work all around us. the second is this: God desires a CONTINUING love relationship with us that is REAL AND PERSONAL.It helps me to remember these truths when my feelings get so dark and I feel alone. The fact is God is working on our relationship even while I can't seem to reach Him. That amazes me and gives me hope.The almighty one is working to get to me, to restore the years the locus have eaten. And HE rejoices over me with singing. So hard to believe, amazing to understand. Way too much for me but it helps. I hope it helps you too.

Edited by newground (03/03/14 10:16 PM)
Either I will find a way, or I will make one.
Philip Sidney