Wow, that is so not cool that the party did that. I will say this when I felt ready to deal with my "past" I called my MD's office. Which really opened my eyes, because he looked into finding me the best who specialized in trauma. I didn't even know there was such a thing. It was a huge learning experience for me, because I have gone to ones who didn't have a background in trauma and it was a joke speaking with them. All they wanted to do was get me on meds etc. Which I learned SRI's are not for me. Hope that helps.