I wondered why is was hyper sexual as a kid. Memories of things came back and it is obvious now.
I had to explore strange thoughts that I wondered how they got in my head. Like I know about this and want it... But I have never done it.... Or have I? Then memories stared coming back.
Perspective. I am happy now with me. Warts and all. I just try and let my wife be every fantasy I have. She is happy and willing.
I think we underestimate how much we are loved, since we often struggle to love ourselves.
I feel more like I do now than I did when I got here.