Hey Jude,

Thanks - I'm beginning to see much of my life has been effected. I have hidden so much of my feelings, pushed down my thoughts, lost my voice, and have lived under the weight of the shadow my whole life. What woke me up was seeing that I need this for them, but I am just beginning to understand I need this for me.
like in the great stories.. Full of darkness and danger. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, itís only a passing thing this shadow. Even darkness must pass.