Some T's, I think, call it re-enacting a scene with different results. And if that works for some survivors, good for them.
I have some scenes, if I could, I surely would like a "do over"
When I was acting out, why didn't I just keep playing PONG (yes, it was that long ago) instead of exposing myself to my nephew.
Why didn't I just get up and leave before the Little League coach performed fellatio on me.
Why didn't I report the store manager when he took me back to the stockroom to see if the model plane was in yet.
Why didn't I race off on my bike when the jock wanted to ride double.
These are just some of the things I ask myself, but they always end the same way. Can you ever really have a do over so things turn out like you want them to?
Whether you say, "i can't do this," or say, "I CAN DO THIS" You're Right.