Emotions and notions
all day and all night
why do I fight.

Holding on,
unyielding to the torrent
wave after wave.

Unforgiving of my self
and everyone else.

Trying to contain the pain,
pain in vain.

Bleeding and crying
inside and out.

Where is the DR
with his pill of will !!!

Where is GOD to change my fate,
its a mistake!!!!

Where am I, Where I am, Where am I.

I site in despair
thinking no body cares.

The DR will not come.
GOD may not answer.
But I sure as hell will.
With love and compassion for myself.
Love and compassion for you.


Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain."
Frank Herbert