maybe this is the time to *rest* instead of "fight."
i hope the cry helped. i know sometimes tears can be comforting - and sometimes they hurt.
it sounds like this would be a very good time to have those kitty adoptees nearby - rather than dropping the idea. can you proceed with that while following doctor's orders?
no heart jokes today...
"My experience has shown me that I all too often tend to deny that which lies behind, but as I still believe, that which is denied cannot be healed." Brennan Manning, "All is Grace - A Ragamuffin Memoir"