good start, kasper! and once you take the first step - the rest is not quite so scary.

i tried the whole denial and repression and forget about it route, too. didn't work. actually just made it worse.

so i tried T and this MS forum and reading and writing a lot - and that has all helped. hope you find the same.

anyway - welcome. you are among friends who will understand almost anything you say. these guys have been my lifeline.

hope to see you around,
lee
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"My experience has shown me that I all too often tend to deny that which lies behind, but as I still believe, that which is denied cannot be healed." Brennan Manning, "All is Grace - A Ragamuffin Memoir"