Hi L2R. I can't say that I've had a similar experience but I definitely can appreciate the depth of the realization you had. Sometimes when we have these realizations, it feels as if we've been hit by a ton of bricks. It is strange to feel like something could have been hiding in plain sight from us for so long. The good news is that a realization like the one you had, I believe opens the door to work on what that realization showed you, and in turn there is potential healing that can be done and progress that can be made. Good luck with that part. Take care. Peace,