I haven't been active in H.C. or on the site and I feel rough. So many things are taken place; one thing after another. So I've been just sticking too a routine but I've left out HC and I feel bad. I had high hopes of attending A W.O.R. but I am starting to chicken out and I know that what I need too do. I absolutely admire and respect the men who have stood up and marched off too W.O.R.; I really do. I am going to make myself attend HC tomorrow. I owe it to myself and I need to be around my brothers.