Wish there was someone I could really confide in but I have no support network, my family pretty much abandoned me and what few friend I had are gone now.
I read this in one of your other posts. I so feel your pain on that one. I self isolated for decades and while I had family and friends I really didn't have anyone to support me because I never let myself get to close to anyone except for my wife and even that relationship suffered.
I had to smile about the anxiety of posting and checking back...me too, but it gets easier and it's very cool to get the support.
I hope you find the support you need here. Keep reaching out and sharing.