hi johnny
dude, congratulations on saying this even here on this forum, you need to know that help is available. the same courage it took to come here will be required to leave that situation altogether this is a great first step! it is true that you matter a great deal . you are more than just a man you are a father and you have your daughter to think of. this is not healthy for you or the child. though your situation may seem different on the surface it has been shared with others you are not alone. and you are worth whatever it takes to get out of that situation immediately. Men can and to report to rape crisis centers or even just call them for support and tell what your situation is I know that would take such courage but you are worth it what ever it takes. I hope you can take that next step soon
be well
Either I will find a way, or I will make one.
Philip Sidney