Hi. I'm Johnny. I'm 28. My girlfriend (We'll call her K) abuses me. I love her dearly and I never thought I'd be in a situation like this. We've been dating for about eight months and shes been hurting me sexually, mentally and physically for about the past six months. The worst part has been the sexual abuse because it goes on every day. One night K got really high, she told me that if I didn't have sex with her she would kill my daughter. It hasn't stopped since then. Every night I say no and every night K makes me have sex with her. She has ran off all my friends and I feel so alone that I want to die. I just need to know that I still matter.