my wife thinks i am addicted to this forum, because i feel compelled to check it every few hours.
i don't agree.
the problem is, i can't express my true feelings around her or the kids.
i have already damaged those relationships unintentionally with my problems.
they have undeservedly endured enough of my wild ride through the wild side.
i have concluded that this website is a safer place to communicate the dark thoughts that dance in my psyche.