Yeah I feel very thankful for all I have at home. I always wanted kids that were unabused and I got that also. It's something to think about keeping me here.
I can't imagine having nothing. I had my friends that we kept each other sane in a sick business. I wish there was something that I could say about your life but it defies words. I wish I had the magic that could right all the wrongs but I fall short on that also. I think that it is my family that keeps me here. My wife knows about my past now but none of my kids do. I don't think I could live through what you have.
I'm sorry if I made you sad
. you're better off listening to your T as opposed to me.Peace, Rainbows, Love & HealingJeff