Hey Kcinohio,

I am very glad to share this victory with you guys.

It's ironic that while feelings of isolation, helplessness and powerlessness are part of the horrible sexual abuse in my childhood, I would be engaged in a behavior that produces those very same feelings and emotions.

Let the self hate flow, baby!

So I am glad that the sexual sobriety I have has allowed me to deal with all the issues which is part of csa.