Hi again. Just a a few questions for any of the older guys in this site. The ones Who have been dealing with all of this shit for a lot longer than me. Does it ever just fade away ? I mean all of the times that I lately just think about my past and can't move forward, do those moments stop? Is this some thing that can be healed or changed ?and not have the same effects over me for the Next ten years as they have the last ? I am really struggling with separating the things that have happened to me I the past and the things that are happening now. Can I ever have a happy sex life ? I can't get my head around feeling like I am always going to be a mess. Is it possible to lead the life that I want without my past always making an appearance ? ???