I have exactly the same troubles around females - I was abuse by woman forcing me to do acts on them and their boyfriends. So I get the same PTSD symptoms esp in group situations where there are both males and females, I freeze up badly, act strange etc. feel extremely embarrassed and ashammed and judged, can't speak etc.. I basically feel like that little child I once was not knowing what to do. Horrible stuff, I feel you pain man.
Wish I could offer some help other than to say I understand your problems.
take it easy
Edited by Unknown1 (06/05/13 08:33 PM)
The virtue of mental anguish... is the provision of strength and resilience each time clarity's reclaimed. For my success, I owe it all,
to that which stands in my way.