ThisMan, you have received sage advice from life experiences of your fellow survivors. May I add, keep carefully considering recovery and the steps you are taking to secure the life you wish to lead. Do not lose sight of the goal, keep your emotional footing and keep moving forward.

The process will get you to that part of the river you want to swim in, keep going.

MaleSurvivor Moderator Emeritus 2012 - 2014