having a really tough time right now. it's like everything triggers me. not to flashbacks or panic attacks - but just deep, overwhelming sadness and grief. i can't even read the forums like i used to - it just makes me break down and cry.

lots going on. selling everything - moving out - going back to USA - saying goodbyes - about to leave my T behind - also a pastor friend like no other i've ever met. it has been a devastating/healing time - neither is finished. but we have to travel on...

i don;t know how i can do this.
"My experience has shown me that I all too often tend to deny that which lies behind, but as I still believe, that which is denied cannot be healed." Brennan Manning, "All is Grace - A Ragamuffin Memoir"