I don't know whats going on just gonna describe it and maybe someone here can help me understand it. I feel like i am going insane, i dream dreams that feel so real. i feel like im re-experiencing the assault i guess is a way to describe it. Closing my eyes and see things but it is all fragmented, all just pieces of a puzzle i can't put back together. I wake up sweating heavy, scared, and alone. Shaken and startled not knowing whats going on, heart pounding rapidly. When im awake i kinda zone out sometimes, almost trance like but im ok after it all just dont know what the hell this is. Been going on for a long while Someone said PTSD possibly but they weren't sure. Has anyone felt this before? Please help

Edited by Aries1984 (05/20/13 04:29 AM)
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