Daniel (and Charles)
We love you. You are smart and strong. You exist for a reason in this world.
It is OK to remember the ones you could not help, but following them to the darkness does not help them now.
Can you remember them without fear? The memories of them could be good motivation to heal yourself to accomplish great things in life.
Glad to see you again. We have missed you.
But he grew old, this knight so bold / And upon his heart a shadow / Fell as he found / No spot on the ground / That looked like El Dorado.