Thank you for your reply! Makes so much sense.. and i can understand what you're saying. The sexualization began early with me too, i was not yet in my puberty..
I dont know exactly what is happening, but i think it has to do with finally really trying to understand myself. And in a way i'm quite comfortable with wearing pantyhose.. So i realize you're hitting the nail on the spot when saying what is normal? Its up for me to decide what is normal for me and stick with that.
Thnx Island for your understanding!
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