Thank you so much for posting the article.
I feel that the female abusers were the ones who caused me the most trauma. I was only 5.5 yrs old and as a result I was never able to be close to my wonderful mom. The women in the child porn ring became the standard of what I feel about the feminine.
-aggressive with the intent to do harm
-totally indifferent to the sufferings of others
-the feminine as unclean
I hope someday I can truely love the gift of the feminine. I relate to women on a superficial level as deep down they evoke anxiety and disgust.