HEAVY stuff, G, and a little scary for me to read.
but beautiful, none the less.
it is hard for me to look at the beast in others.

i have my own pet monster, too.
can it be tamed? can it be trained?

your poem reminds me of this...

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure."
"There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do."
- by Marianne Williamson from A Return To Love: Reflections on the Principles of A Course in Miracles

keep writing, for all of us.