Will - everyone of those songs you listed has meaning for me, especially "You're So Vain" "American Pie" and "Tumbling Dice" When I hear them it takes me back in time to when I was an innocent boy, before all the abuse. Is it prophetic that "American Pie" , with the line " The day the music died" was still receiving air play at the time of my abuse? Very much a parallel with my life.