Andy - you're not the only one. i still have that feeling - sometimes with guys that are young enough to be my sons! last week i got triggered in a weird way at the school where i teach by 11th and 8th grade boys. both are taller and stronger looking than me and i feel like a child when near them.
"My experience has shown me that I all too often tend to deny that which lies behind, but as I still believe, that which is denied cannot be healed." Brennan Manning, "All is Grace - A Ragamuffin Memoir"