These three movies created a very intense, unpleasant and deep reaction in me.
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Can't say if it was good for me or not, but it was very uncomfortable, so...
I strongly advise sensitive SA Survivors to avoid these films if you are NOT secure in your recovery.
The Gift(2000)
Director: Sam Raimi
Writers: Billy Bob Thornton, Tom Epperson
Stars: Cate Blanchett, Giovanni Ribisi, Keanu Reeves
Mysterious Skin(2004)
Director: Gregg Araki
Writers: Gregg Araki, Scott Heim
Stars: Chase Ellison, Elisabeth Shue, Joseph Gordon-Levitt
Blue Velvet(1986)
Director: David Lynch
Writer: David Lynch
Stars: Isabella Rossellini, Kyle MacLachlan, Dennis Hopper
all excellent films, BUT the explicit realistic depictions of SA are so well acted and portrayed, i was negatively impacted to the point of emotional pain and physical reactions.
it felt like shock and took some time to recover.
maybe it was just me, but I feel the need to inform others.