Man, that's a lousy way to come back out, Ben. I'm really sorry you had to go thru that kind of humiliation.

And, yes, I CAN imagine someone being that stupid.

I did an inpatient many years ago and coming back out into the world wasn't easy. I'd changed. Nothing else outside had. Frankly, I wanted to go right back in and hide. Hold on tight to what you gained. And, as Sam said, we're here for you.