Yeah I understand why it's hard to tell. Some people have a special status in the family or community and it's our word against their good name. Sometimes the pain of telling and not taken serious is worst than what we actually went through. And not everything the guys did was all hurtful too. Like you said. For me there were some guys that were way over eighteen and I was under eighteen. And they didn't hurt me. But it was still statutory rape and wrong. But I sware if I knew their names, addresses, and dates of birth today, i'd never turn them in. The guys who violated me anally from fifteen and so young under I think I'll never know the real age it started. Them I'd turn in though. I don't mean to be long winded. I just wanted to express that I relate to the nature of the things you said. And say hi too. Ttyl dude.