Luke,

Welcome to MS. You have a terrible past and a bright future.

Welcome to the forums. Check out the chat room. Read, post, share. There are many here who have survived what you've been through and worse. You're among brothers now.

Cant
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I'll be just fine and dandy
Lord, it's like a hard candy Christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But I won't let sorrow get me way down.