You made me cry. Thank you for reaffirming what I hear in the meetings. I have not heard anyone speak of this type of past in the meetings. Thank you.
As a recovering alcoholic and addict, I have found it difficult to learn to live with "feelings". I am still very emotionally "sick". So I am left with the question, "Now what". I can deal with the vicious cycle of being raped then loved but it is the fall out from the past that hurts me today.