I am just lonely. And i was at a restaurant last night-

" i'd like to order fries w/ gravy"

cute chick!
just gave me a great smile "hey do you think you can add
extra gravy ?"
" i ll just tell him extra"

i am an idiot! I should have talked or something.
It is just i hate my member down there. And i think i will
be laughted at.
Oh well.
I eat crap, when i am down/depressed. I ate so much garbage
last night. " oh i need a daddy.DADDY! , blah blah.

My folks said i can have the money if i sell the car.
I just wait for the day; fuckin feelings! and i am
tired of 'love you crap to everyone.
that is my 24 hours