Farmer thank you for sharing your feelings with us. Like many others here I saw much of myself on that list even some things that I had not really given due consideration up to this point. I saw that I am not alone in my experience of such things, not to mention my anger regarding their existence. I'll tell you right now your honesty and openness is going to be appreciated by more people than those who get a chance to respond.
"Life is like this dark tunnel. You may not always see the light at the end of the tunnel, but if you keep moving, you will come to a better place." ~ General Iroh