Farmer, this may be one of the most powerful things I've ever read this thread gave me the courage to join MS , I don't have the courage to tell my story yet but maybe someday, anyways thank you for being so Honest, You made a very huge impact with this !!
I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders..

Bit by bit Torn apart We never win But the battle wages on
For toy soldiers!