Hey trytry ... smile

I saw a bad word in your introduction ...

You are not stupid ...

You just haven't tried figuring things out yet.

Confusion is the trademark of realizing you have been abused,

and that awful feeling in the pit of your stomach ...

That's dread ...

The fear that, if you think about it, all will be lost.

This is a place where others will help you understand all aspects
of how you feel ... and why ... and to help you ...

To face the past,
To deal with the present,
To look at your future.

You can't have a brighter future ... without banishing the darkness in your past.

Experience is a brutal teacher.